“You Will Be Found” Remembering Julie – One Year Later
Julie was the best of us. She was goodness wrapped up inside of a person – the Beth March of our little family of friends. And like the wind, she was here for 26 years and then gone too soon. There is a stigma around depression and suicide, but it is a true disease. As I entered into my first real grieving period of my life, I learned how to grieve someone from a disease that I couldn’t quite make sense of or really even pinpoint. It is said that we only understand ten percent of the brain’s activity but use all of its function during our lives. Well, if Julie was using 100% of her brain to live, she used 150% of her soul to love others more than loving life and herself. One year later, and I’ve only begun to start the five-year period of grief. But the loss of Julie has taught me so much about life, especially life living in pain and with depression. Three Little Lessons Julie would often ask her class of first graders, “Is it a big thing or a little thing?” when referring to th